Pretty cheesy, but now I am smoke free for over 48 hours. I could cheat on the list and double up the no smoking in car thing. I think I should. But who knows, its my blog, my project, I will do what I want.
I didn’t have the urges quite as much yesterday. A few critical times it felt like i needed to have one, but I can already smell it on other people. I am stuck at work, have I mentioned that. Yeah, my relief isn’t here yet and being a paramedic, and my relief being a paramedic, I have no choice but to stay for up to 2 hours, I think that is the last thing that the company policy said. With that said though, I kind of wanna take Tori to preschool and would need to have her there by 9. So yes, my relief was a little confused about the start time of this shift. The regular guy worked a screwy trade and didn’t confirm any of it.
Ok rant over.
Sudden urge to smoke right now, must type away or find a distraction.
Looking at the third attempt at starting p90x tonight. I will continue being off of the cigarettes. I find myself snacking more and more, and the atkin’s diet makes that a little more difficult.
OK this is accomplishing nothing. Maybe something more positive tonight.